Nott What You'd Expected...

like chicago said, you're my inspiration

well, it's been awhile since my last post, and i figured (upon reading the novel that is zach's blog), that i'd better get cracking while i could still reflect on the chaos that is going on in my brain.

first things first: getting to and living in another civilized country is a bitch. I say this after having to spend countless hours online and in phone conversations with the British Consulate in Chicago. Bottom line: cool accents, clueless people. I'm hoping it's not a reflection of my upcoming year, but i'm thinking positive.

Basically, at this point i've only had a few 'holy crap, what am i getting myself into' moments. One of which occured the other day when i realized that school hasn't even started and i already missed my luther/urbandale friends. Looking back on sophomore year, so much happened that i feel like i might miss out on a ton if i'm gone this year. Everyone has been amazingly supportive- jealous even- of the opportunity, but sometimes it's hard to see the chance for what it is.

my analogy is this: my year abroad (as i see it now) is like a trip to Six Flags or Disney World. You have only so much time to cram all of the amazing opportunities into the time there. I always felt anxious whenever i went to a place with hundreds of rides or shows, like i might miss out on all of the good ones-- almost to the point that you take the trip itself for granted.

who knows. feelings like that pass pretty quick. After talking to a co-worker who was born 45 min. south of Nottingham and getting slang books, talking to fellow Nott'ers (thanks Hil), I feel like i am ready and i am excited to see where this trip will take me.

In a way it's almost like a college all over again- new school, new living conditions, new people. making new friends- a chance to be awkward again.

Hopefully this provides a bit of insight into my anxious/nervous/confused head as i look towards my flight.




ps- all of you who are worried about the fact that our flight lands in Heathrow Airport on the 11th of September.... i'm sorry, 9/11... well, you're letting the terrorists win. And those who forgot that i was landing on the 11th, you're also letting the terrorists win. Basically, just don't do stuff. The more stuff you do, the more the terrorists win. It's a fact. Just watch FoxNews.

much love,

kevin

posted by Kevin @ 1:26 AM